I wonder if I’ll ever make and maybe go platinum
Have that many fans that want to hear my songs
I wonder when I drop my first week sales
But I do it for the love so this logic just fails
I wonder if I’ll ever ever get a co-sign
A chain and a deal and a tour to headline
Am wondering how many will support what I do
Enough to make it worth it pay bills and buy food
Maybe floss a bit little ice on the wrist
Trick the Rav 4 and new clothes for my girls
The struggle is intense I need to keep it real
I got a 9-5 cause I gotta pay the bills
The light bill phone bill car bill rent
Sallie Mae gets the rest and Am left with only lint
I wonder if am dreaming and I need to wake up
But dreams do come true and I’ll never give up

Am wondering and praying Lord am just saying
Am tired of just wandering you hearing what am saying
Am dreaming and praying wishing something more
Grateful for your blessing and what you got In store
Am I just being selfish dreaming for some more
I guess I should be happy with what you have in store
Maybe I need to see it different beyond just a show
I just want to shine let my little light glow
Am wondering and praying Lord am just saying
Am tired of just wandering you hearing what am saying
Am dreaming and praying wishing something more
Grateful for your blessing and what you got In store

I wonder what you think what you hear what you get
When you hear what say in the music that I make
can you relate to my life my anxiety and dreams
or will you see me as another rapper in the scene
another voice in the crowd wanting some attention
posting every second and trolling for a mention
I wonder if you get what am saying when am pushing
For too long for too hard for so much all the time
and nothing really moves well maybe just an inch
maybe some fans will press play and lip-sync
relate to what I say how I feel and to my dreams
cause we all have dreams we want to reach by any means
and that just means there’s a lot of sacrifices
letting go of many things no matter what the price is
I wonder if am dreaming and need to wake up
But dreams do come true so I’ll never give up

Am wondering and praying Lord am just saying
Am tired of just wandering you hearing what am saying
Am dreaming and praying wishing something more
Grateful for your blessing and what you got In store
Am I just being selfish dreaming for some more
I guess I should be happy with what you have in store
Maybe I need to see it different beyond just a show
Lord I just want to shine let my little light glow
Am wondering and praying Lord am just saying
Am tired of just wandering you hearing what am saying
Am dreaming and praying wishing something more
Grateful for your blessing and what you got In store